Fic: Don't Let's Start (3/3)
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aeroport_artTitle: Don't Let's Start (3/3)
Characters: Sam/Dean
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Spoilers for All Hell Breaks Loose
Word Count: 305 (5,523 total)
Disclaimer: Not mine, no money being made, go 'way.
Notes: I hope the length of this part wasn't too misleading, it's really just an epilogue but I didn't feel like naming it as such D: Anyway, thanks for sticking with me through to the end! Somehow the fic turned out a lot less porny and more compact with characterization than I'd expected, but nonetheless it was really fun to write. Thanks for the beta,jewels667! And last but not least, feedback/discussion is adored :D
Summary: Dean refuses to acknowledge his feelings towards his little brother and Sam doesn't know how, but somehow because of it, they're caught up in a web of wrong that he can't seem to untangle.
Part 1
Part 2
Of course, just because neither Sam nor Dean will ever bring up their affair again, doesn’t mean that things don’t change.
Dean holds his brother in his arms and feels the life go out of Sam; feels his brother (lover, everything, the only thing) slump against him like a limp, heavy mannequin and there’s nothing to be said about that. There’s absolutely nothing Dean can say to even begin to encompass how Sam’s death feels to him, so there is only this:
Hours later, Sam is alive again; confused and smelling of blood but beautiful, and breathing. And Dean tells his reservations to fuck off because there’s more to it than that, and he holds Sam tight, doesn’t let go.
He won’t let go of Sam throughout the night. When Sam cautiously tucks Dean’s head under his chin, Dean burrows in. Sam nervously kisses his brother on the forehead and there is no resistance. So he kisses Dean’s damp eyes, ventures for Dean’s trembling mouth and wonders if he’s dead or dreaming or caught in a spell because this is Dean, this is his neurotically paranoid scared (No Sam, stop it, we’re not let’s don’t) older brother Dean who’s kissing him back.
Later, when Sam’s thrusting inside of Dean and staring in fascination at his brother’s open face, Dean runs his palm over Sam’s cheek and gasps, God, Sam.
Sam comes inside his brother, their hips bucking together as if Dean’s trying to siphon it deeper within him. If the old myths are to be believed, Sam’s inside of Dean now, their spirits irrevocably entwined and lending each other all things above and beyond the flesh. When Dean opens his bright eyes and looks up at Sam awestruck, like it’s the first time he’s ever seen in color, it’s not so hard to believe.
End.
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Characters: Sam/Dean
Author:
aeroport_artRating: NC-17
Warnings: Spoilers for All Hell Breaks Loose
Word Count: 305 (5,523 total)
Disclaimer: Not mine, no money being made, go 'way.
Notes: I hope the length of this part wasn't too misleading, it's really just an epilogue but I didn't feel like naming it as such D: Anyway, thanks for sticking with me through to the end! Somehow the fic turned out a lot less porny and more compact with characterization than I'd expected, but nonetheless it was really fun to write. Thanks for the beta,
jewels667! And last but not least, feedback/discussion is adored :DSummary: Dean refuses to acknowledge his feelings towards his little brother and Sam doesn't know how, but somehow because of it, they're caught up in a web of wrong that he can't seem to untangle.
Part 1
Part 2
Of course, just because neither Sam nor Dean will ever bring up their affair again, doesn’t mean that things don’t change.
Dean holds his brother in his arms and feels the life go out of Sam; feels his brother (lover, everything, the only thing) slump against him like a limp, heavy mannequin and there’s nothing to be said about that. There’s absolutely nothing Dean can say to even begin to encompass how Sam’s death feels to him, so there is only this:
Hours later, Sam is alive again; confused and smelling of blood but beautiful, and breathing. And Dean tells his reservations to fuck off because there’s more to it than that, and he holds Sam tight, doesn’t let go.
He won’t let go of Sam throughout the night. When Sam cautiously tucks Dean’s head under his chin, Dean burrows in. Sam nervously kisses his brother on the forehead and there is no resistance. So he kisses Dean’s damp eyes, ventures for Dean’s trembling mouth and wonders if he’s dead or dreaming or caught in a spell because this is Dean, this is his neurotically paranoid scared (No Sam, stop it, we’re not let’s don’t) older brother Dean who’s kissing him back.
Later, when Sam’s thrusting inside of Dean and staring in fascination at his brother’s open face, Dean runs his palm over Sam’s cheek and gasps, God, Sam.
Sam comes inside his brother, their hips bucking together as if Dean’s trying to siphon it deeper within him. If the old myths are to be believed, Sam’s inside of Dean now, their spirits irrevocably entwined and lending each other all things above and beyond the flesh. When Dean opens his bright eyes and looks up at Sam awestruck, like it’s the first time he’s ever seen in color, it’s not so hard to believe.
End.
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Date: 2007-08-27 05:38 am (UTC)Interesting fic--loved the boys' power struggle.
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Date: 2007-08-28 01:06 am (UTC)And it would take life and death, literally, to teach Dean what's what.
Beautiful, my dear.
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Date: 2007-09-01 04:52 am (UTC):O I think that's the highest compliment I've ever received on my writing. There are no words for how happy your comment made me... thanks so much for reading!! xoxo
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Date: 2007-09-01 05:29 am (UTC)Seriously, you are an amazing writer. Thank you for sharing this story.
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Date: 2007-09-01 05:39 am (UTC)I've written a bunch of stuff before, all in my mems under "supernatural fic." Not that I'm pimping, I swear! >.>
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Date: 2007-09-01 07:15 am (UTC)And then you ended it, short and sweet and SO perfectly. I loved it.
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Date: 2007-09-01 07:18 am (UTC)Thanks for reading, I'm glad you liked it!
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Date: 2007-09-01 10:54 am (UTC)I love it.
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Date: 2007-09-02 01:59 am (UTC)Thanks for reading!
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Date: 2007-09-03 03:30 am (UTC)But the end. this last drabbly bit made everything else ring true and necessary. Dean's denial, Sam's struggle to force him to surrender to what he knows Dean's feeling. Man.
Great story telling in this, really great. Thanks.
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Date: 2007-09-05 02:01 am (UTC)I was shocked at first that it was so short in the third part, but it was a perfect ending. Just perfect. Sam being so dominant was just insanely dirtywrong hot too.
This is very well written. It just flows perfectly and beautifully! Just...wow.
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Date: 2007-09-05 07:23 am (UTC)I don't know what else to say.
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